ohh! Do we even try to test ourselves in life whether we are able to live without somebody or not? I really don’t think so. I was afraid to make it possible, to be by my own. Most of the time we try to learn those things from others which are comfortable to watch , to feel , to go through. Nobody wants to put themselves in a weird or difficult situation. People want comforting life. I was one of them.
So close to my own world which was far from reality. Never wanted to face the hardships. I still remember the day when we met for the first time. I was so happy. I wanted to talk more and more
when I needed you, you were not there. I was all alone fighting with the cruelty. I never imagined I would have to face all that. While I was crying silently , you were enjoying the show. You made sure I would experience every possible trauma during those days. I don’t even remember the count of sleepless nights. Body panics was a part of life.
I couldn’t understand the kind of love you had for me, which you always wanted me to believe in. You actually never loved me. not now, not before, not on the day we met, not on the day you said you love me, not when you were leaving, nor when I was leaving. But I wasn’t capable enough to see the truth.
Talk with Me 