ohh! Do we even try to test ourselves in life whether we are able to live without somebody or not? I really don’t think so. I was afraid to make it possible, to be by my own. Most of the time we try to learn those things from others which are comfortable to watch , to feel , to go through. Nobody wants to put themselves in a weird or difficult situation. People want comforting life. I was one of them.
So close to my own world which was far from reality. Never wanted to face the hardships. I still remember the day when we met for the first time. I was so happy. I wanted to talk more and more
when I needed you, you were not there. I was all alone fighting with the cruelty. I never imagined I would have to face all that. While I was crying silently , you were enjoying the show. You made sure I would experience every possible trauma during those days. I don’t even remember the count of sleepless nights. Body panics was a part of life.
I couldn’t understand the kind of love you had for me, which you always wanted me to believe in. You actually never loved me. not now, not before, not on the day we met, not on the day you said you love me, not when you were leaving, nor when I was leaving. But I wasn’t capable enough to see the truth.
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Hi, I’m Deepika — a writer, thinker, and believer in the power of healing and self-discovery. This blog, Talk with Me — Empowering Together, is my space to share honest thoughts about life’s ups and downs, emotional struggles, beautiful moments of growth, and the strength it takes to rise again. I write from personal experience — from the battles that once broke me, to the small wins that reminded me this too shall pass.  Here, you’ll find heartfelt stories, reflections on mental and emotional resilience, and insights I’ve learned along the way. My goal is simple: to empower you to embrace life more fully, find your voice, and keep moving forward with courage, no matter what you are facing.  When I’m not writing, I enjoy finding inspiration in everyday moments — a quiet afternoon walk in the park, sunshine on my face, meaningful conversations with people I love, and learning from life’s smallest yet deepest lessons.  Let’s journey together: I hope these words resonate with you, encourage you, and remind you that you are not alone. Feel free to explore, comment, and connect — I’d love to hear your story too! If you have any stories to tell, you are more than welcome to send it through via email on deepikapaulofficial@gmail.com It could either be published under your name or as an anonymous. This isn’t just my story—it might be a piece of yours too. ♥️♥️
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